Submitted by Sparrow on Mon, 2016-12-12 00:39

June 29, 2012


A pain has crossed this brow of mine
Of a brother failing just one more time
The true story may never be told
As there is only me now to grow old

To bear all there was to bear
I didn’t think that it wasn’t fair
As he lay there gently in my arms
When in his rattle I promised to lie

He smiled then left me as he did die
It seemed to take ages for me to know
That it was the time for him to go
I could only watch as he flew free

Although part of him still belonged to me
The secret story of years gone by
For him after death I would keep as a lie
He had no real foes, but couldn’t belong

For me to cover all the things he did wrong
This was asked of me, and still now he’s free
I cannot tell you what it was doing to me,
He always said that we would be one

Now he’s left me here, I’m on the run


About Yenti

Ian T Howard Born in the village of Hawkeridge Wiltshire in March 1942 into a family of eight, memories of these early years can be dated to, June 6th 1944, I remember the sky filled with aircraft,. My Sister was born on the 22nd of June that year and made are family up to ten. Our family was Mother and Father four boys and four girls, so you can guess that we had a great time, though our style of life was limited to our income. I could read at a very early age of three, I think that this was the grounding for my imagination, and ability to write. My writing started more during my senior school years, with the entry of one of my bits, as I call them, into the school magazine, of Matravers School of Westbury Leigh Wiltshire. I joined the Royal Air Force at the age of 15, and started writing in an exercise book, this I still have, one of my poems in there is the Valley, made from early days of playing around the countryside, when a small hole in the ground became a canyon. . Over the years of writing and changes in life, having my own family grow up around me, and then the parting of the ways as some families do. Also the passing on of my parents, two sister's and two brother's, having their influence on my thoughts. Then remarrying into a loving state, that has Spiritual connections, my writing has evolved into a wide variety of works that reflect my interpretation of the things around, not only in a factual way, but sometimes with a deep philosophical outlook with a soul to each and everything. I have through the connection I have with the Spiritualism side of my present life, recorded a great number of talks with the Spirit world as they are related to me, most times through Anne my wife who is an International Medium. These talks with spirit are recorded from semi trance times, when there is a connection between the two worlds, mostley when the Spirit girl Sadie comes through to talk to us using the Mediums voice, there are other Spirits that come through but this will be clear as we carry on through the tapes day by day, I will leave you to be at peace with all things. Here is an intro to my wife Anne and the influences that spirit has on our lives and the way that the children communicate with me, Yours, Ian.T Anne's words on the spirit world:-
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